From love poems to SHMILY

Our kids are into everything these days. I turn my back and poof - they manage to uncover and find things I have tucked away for only me to find.

Today, Ashlyn uncovered a love poem written by Shawn to me. I was instantly taken back to being 21 years old. I was smitten, absolutely head over heels in love with Shawn (mind you, I still am today!). He used to leave me love notes in fun places to find, especially before he left for a golf tournament. One might be under my pillow or another in a book or maybe on the dash of my car. They always had one thing similar - a poem or a verse from the Bible.

Sadly, my find today is not dated, but here are the words:

I just want to see you

When you're all alone

I just want to catch you if I can

I just want to be there

When the morning light explodes

On your face it radiates

I can't escape

I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing

You don't want to hear

All I want is for you to day

Why don't you just take me

Where I've never been before

I know you want to hear me

Catch my breath

I love you till the end

I just want to be there

When we're caught in the rain

I just want to see you laugh not cry

I just to want to feel you

When the night puts on its cloak

I'm lost for words don't tell me

All I can say

I love you till the end

~ Shawn Wills

Most of my love notes from Shawn are hidden in my hope chest. My own chest filled with memories - my memories. Ashlyn and Keegan haven't figured out how to open it, but one day I hope we sit down together and relish away the hour giggling, celebrating and answering questions.

While the love notes are a distant memory (hard to believe Ashlyn's arrival changed our lives so much!), Shawn's and my love is expressed in new forms. We have our special phrase - S.H.M.I.L.Y. - that is just right for us. See how much I love you.

Kitchen Bloopers: Apple Cider vs. Apple Cider Vinegar

You would think one would know the difference between the two, right? Apple Cider is a deliciously sweet drink and apple cider vinegar is bitter and tart. How could anyone mistake the two?

Yesterday, I carefully made my grocery list - yogurt, sandwich meat, cheese, chicken sausage, ground turkey, butternut squash, "apple cider," etc. With Keegan in the Baby Born (a must-have for grocery shopping with two!), Ashlyn in the shopping cart and my list in hand, we quickly dashed the aisles. It took just under 40 minutes. I was thrilled we had NO tears, no potty breaks and I managed to remember everything, including the apple cider!

As I was making our dinner (Cider-Glazed Chicken Sausages with Butternut Squash), I didn't think twice when the recipe read 3 cups of apple cider. I dumped the vinegar in liberally and waited for the dish to boil. The recipe, from this month's Everyday Food magazine, mentioned the cider would get syrupy. So, I waited and waited and it never happened. Finally, I decided it was just time to eat - Ashlyn was hungry! The dish was paired with a fabulous butternut squash mash (a perfect entree for a baby, I might add). We gobbled it up. Even though Ashlyn made numerous bitter faces and drank a lot (I mean, a lot) of milk, I still hadn't realized I goofed.

Check out her facial expression when she rubs her mouth. She really wanted a piece of Easter candy!

It was when I sat down to write this post about how tasty the mash was that I chuckled to myself! Ashlyn was honest and told me she didn't like it, but she knows the rules: if you don't eat dinner, you don't get dessert. My sister on the other hand, said it was "pretty good and the mash cut the tart and bitter taste." Shawn had to eat a peanut butter and honey sandwich after dinner to "get rid of the bitter taste."

This apple cider mistake was certainly a first for me! I will absolutely try this recipe again as long as I have apple cider in my refrigerator. It was super easy, fast and pretty healthy.

What are some of your favorite kitchen and recipe bloopers?

How's your margin?

We received some of our best marital advice from our marriage officiant. We talked about the importance of ensuring you have "margin" left at the end of your day. Think about your day as a page in a book. The things you do during the day - client meetings, working out, playing with your kiddos, driving to and from soccer practice, etc - fill the page. By the time 5 p.m. rolls around, do you have room in the margins for your family and friends? Did you reserve space to engage in conversation with your husband? Or spend time taking your dog for a walk? Or play a game with your child?

When we seem tired or worn down at the end of a long day, we ask the other... how's your margin? It is a gentle reminder to be understanding, loving and most importantly, show compassion when the other's is low. Tomorrow I challenge you to save room in your margin. Try it out and let me know how it goes.

Rotisserie Chicken Makes for an Easy Dinner

I look forward to every Wednesday in our house as it is Rostisserie Chicken night! You guessed it - this means neither of us needs to cook. Whole Foods offers all natural, free-range rotisserie chickens for only $9.99 and on Wednesdays only they are $6.99. Pair this with a side vegetable and a salad and presto, our dinner is ready in 20 minutes. Tonight, we enjoyed fresh asparagus and a salad with feta, tomato and cucumber.


Another reason I love whole chicken night is the leftovers - a whole chicken goes pretty far for our family. We've enjoyed chicken salad sandwiches, chicken noodle soup, chicken quesadillas and so many other dishes. This week, we are planning to make our own BBQ chicken pizza using fresh cilantro from Door to Door Organics. Our weekly deliver start this Friday. We are so excited to try it out and support the local, organic farmers in Colorado! (Keep your eyes peeled for a future post on this). What is one of your favorite, easy dinner meals?

Spring makes me happy!

Ashlyn and I just picked flowers - red tulips, yellow tulips and daffodils - from our garden. We carefully placed them on our kitchen table to enjoy again tomorrow!

B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.

The Park, Candyland, Boo-boos, Ice Cream, Oh My! Superdad is in Da' House

I want to let you in a secret... I love my husband. Not only for the amazing man he is, but also for how he can transform (at any given time) into "superdad." Shawn stayed at home with Ashlyn until she was 18 months old. He understands that it is a full time job. And we both respect and admire the mothers and fathers who have this incredible job.

One of the greatest gifts is watching Shawn spend every Monday with our two girls - alone! He not only watches them, but he plays with them, teaches them and interacts with them. Tonight at dinner, Ashlyn told me all about their adventures to the park where Keegan took a short snooze. Followed, by a quick trip to one of my favorite shoe stores, DSW, where in her words "daddy, didn't find any shoes." Next, she told me about her lunch. Shawn fired up the grill and cooked hot dogs!

What more could a 2 year old girl ask for? Remember the game Candyland? She convinced her daddy (and really, all she had to do was say the magic word please and he was in!) to play the game not only once, but 13 times. Did you read that, 13 times! During the 13 game, we had a run in with the brick fireplace - oops! 20 minutes of an applied ice pack, hugs from mom and dad, and a scoop of ice cream, our little girl was ready for bed.

I thank God everyday for putting Shawn in my life - he is an incredible husband and even greater "superdad."